"Single, but not Available"

Yes, may be those are the best words for "them". "Them"? Yes, them...
I know that they are really2 single (except for those who break the rule), but the fact that one of them can't be mine. We are only able to be friend, yes, just friend! So, should I regret for all of those? I shouldn't! Being a friend with them is really fun. Sometimes, our friendship makes us confused. Sometimes, it seems that they are able to changing our life. Our friendship is also challenging. They are able to make our heart beat faster than usual. Hahhaa....am I too excessive? Well, not really! :p

Yes, they are single, but they are not available for us... That's all! What should we do then? Well, we have to look for another guy who is single and available, of course, or the last option is try to make them become available for us and wait for them to be ours.. Hahahaaa... :p

and...Happy Easter ^^

"Hah...wes ndang Paskah??"...Ya sbenernya itulah reaksi ku saat menyadari bahwa Paskah sudah datang. Sungguh, ra mutu tenan kog ak ki! Memang!
Rasa-rasanya tidak ada perubahan dalam diriku dan kurang gimana gitu....
Ya sudahlah..hahaa
Happy Easter for all of u...Smoga kita smakin bisa perduli n berbagi pada sesama...Happy easter..^^

then..I feel lonely

Yeah... Now, sometimes I feel so alone and I feel so lonely, moreover at my own home..how come??

March15, 2012 my grandfather passed away. It was so shocking us so much. At the morning, I saw him in front of our house, he looked healthy as usual, he bought a "jamu". Then, I went to campus. In the afternoon, when I came back from the campus, he called my father, asked my father to accompany him to the doctor. At that time, my father was outside, so I answered my grandfather's calling, then I said to my father. After that, mf grandfather called me, he asked me to take the pillow which he had been bask. I done his asked, he still alive, he sit on his bed and it seemed that he was fine. He was cough, as usual. I never thought that it was the last time.

Everything goes so fast,.my father and my grandfather wanted to go to the doctor, but suddenly, my grandfather stopped in front of our house. He was quite, he didn't speak anything, even a word. Then, my father, my mother and I brought him to our house. Again, everything goes so fast..

My grandfather passed a way. It was really2 shocking us, it was too fast. He seemed healthy. Most of the people who came to his funeral are shock too. It was unbelievable for us.

I still remember about him, about his habit, etc. He would waiting for my sister and I outside of our house, moreover at night. He didn't want to enter our house if my sister or I haven't come yet. So touching, right? Before he died, he didn't said anything, I mean that he didn't said the "pesan2" for us. It was very shocking us.

After my grandfather passed away, my house was so crowded because all of my father's family back to Java. Maybe after 2 weeks, all of them back to Borneo. My aunt also back to Medari, and my brother also came back to Jakarta. There were only 4 people in my house; my mother, my father, my sister and I.

March27, 2012 my sister went to Bali, this is for 1 year maybe. So, can you imagine how lonely I am. Now, there are only 3 people in my house; my father, my mother and I. To be honest, I feel afraid in my own house. I feel lonely and sometimes I feel alone. Huhuu.... :(

SOTOJI.....YUMMiiiii..........

Ni dia mie yang benar2 baru dan pertama di Indonesia...SOTOJI...
Mie bihun bercampur jamur tiram yang lezat dan bergizi....

Harus deh kalian semua coba nih produk baru buatan Indonesia. Bener-bener gak nahan, aromanya, baunya, rasanya...hmm..yumiii....Skali suap SOTOJI, pasti deh langsung ketagihan untuk suap-suap yang berikutnya....

Yukk...segera dapatkan SOTOJI,..jangan sampe ketiggalan dan jangan sampe ragu deh...SOTOJI..enak, lezat dan bergizi.... ^^ yumiii....

gogogowes....

Kemarin hari Sabtu, Dhita, Rhean, aku, Frater dan Saka gogowes. Apa an sih gogowes tuh? Hahahaha...sebenernya gogowes tu sepedaan sih, jadi intinya kami pit-pitan gitu. Sebenernya ini tu acara kelompok SPD, jadi seharusnya ada Ivon dan Beni, tapi mereke berdua gak bisa.

Rencana paling awal gogowes kami adalah muterin ringroad Jogja. Ciee..hebat kan?! Tapi stelah tak pikir2, muterin ringroad tu jauhhhh buanget! Trus, aku complain deh. Hahaa...Trus ada ide lain yaitu ke kaliurang (ke tempat KKN kami), muter2 sampai Paingan, ke Kraton, dan Ke Candi Prambanan. Akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk pergi ke Candi Prambanan.

Kami janjian kumpul di depan Kampus Sanata Dharma jam 6am trus berangkat. Aku udah sampai kampus jam 5.50 sih, cie pagi banget kan?! Hahaa...Tapi, aku dan Dhita ke kos Yustian dulu, pinjem sepeda nya Yus untuk dipake sama Dhita. Dan aku....aku pinjem sepeda nya Yuan dulu. Jadi abis ke kos Yustian, aku ke Pringwulung, nyari in Yuan. Dia udah tak sms dan tak tlepon berkali2 tapi gak bisa. Kayakknya dia belum bangun deh. Aahhh....Setelah sekian agak lama menunggu, akhirnya Yuan datang juga dengan sepedanya. Asikkk....Ternyata dia emang ketiduran. Jujur deh, sbenernya gak enak sama dia. Makasih2 n maaf2.

Setelah itu, aku menuju depan kampus Sanata Dharma, eh ternyata yang kumpul baru Dhita, Frater n Saka. Sekian lama kami nunggu, Rean akhirnya datang juga dengan sepeda merah nan unyu2nya. Hahha... Kontras dengan gaya dia gitu deh. Jam 7 teng akhirnya kami berangkat. Molor 1 jam. Dan rutenya pun kami ganti, gak jadi ke Candi Prambanan, tapi ke Jalan Kaliurang, lewat Condong Catur, trus ke tempatnya Romo Richi (Seminari Anging Mamiri).

deng...deng...perjalanan pun kami mulai. Awal2 masih semangat, tapi lama2 jalannya semakin kerasa kalo nanjak..huf..huf..huf..capekkk.....dan Rean...tiba2 muntah2..Hahaha..baru kali ini deh ada mabok sepeda (maaf, Re..hahhaa). Dia kayaknya kecapean banget, apalagi sepedanya kecil dan pendek gitu, pasti pegel banget. Hekekek...



Lamaaaa.....akhirnya kami menemukan Jalan Kaliurang, means...kita jalannya turun....yeii....dan menuju Anging Mamiri. Disana, Saka dan Frater basket sama Romo Richi, Bayu, Bhe, Mike, dan Bela. Kerennn deh mereka mainnya...hahaa...
Kira0kira jam 10 kami pulang dan melanjutkan gogowes kami. Jalannya masih turun juga..hahahasikk...Trus kita maem dulu di burjonan untuk mengisi tenaga.

Setelah itu melanjutkan perjalanan pulang. Saka langsung menuju ke tempat kerjanya di Toko Buku Social Agency, Frater juga langsung pulang ke kontrakannya. Dan..tinggalah aku, dhita dan Rean. Kami lewat Pringwulung, jadi sekalian ngembaliin sepedanya Yuan. Makasih2 Yuan.
Setelah itu aku nemenin Dhita ngembaliin sepedanya Yustian ke kontrakannya dia, tapi dgak ada orang. Jadilah kami ninggal sepedanya di depan kontrakannya.
Dan....akhirnya..kami pulang ke rumah...
Asikkk deh pokoknya...gogogooowes.... ^^

The Stupid of Me

Gue sebel deh ama oknum polisi. Tau sendirikan knapa? Karna sering nilang...Sbenernya beralasan juga sih kalo nilang tuh. Gue aja yang bego.

Kejadian ini udah sekitar 5 tahun yang lalu, waktu itu gue masih duduk di kelas 2 SMA, masih unyu2, polos, lugu (dan bego). Gue dulu ikut extrakurikuler karate, kelas 2 semester 1 ada kenaikan tingkat ke sabuk ijo, dan gue lulus. Trus gue sama temen gue cari sabuk ijo di sebuah toko deket PKU Muhamadiya Yogyakarta (gue lupa namanya). Sempet kebablasan, soalnya tokonya kecil dan agak2 gloomy gt jadi gak begitu kelihatan dari jalan.

Setelah dapat sabuk ijonya, gue sama temen gue berencana jalan2 ke malioboro. Dengan santai dan enaknya kita ngobrol ngalor-ngidul gak jelas gitu. Sampe di perempatan BI lampu merah, terus masih dengan asyik dan santenya ngobrol aku belok kiri. "Loh kog gak ada jalan ya?" tanyaku bingung. Maksudnya semua jalannya tu dipenuhi sama orang2 yang mau jalan kearah selatan. Tiba-tiba baberapa dari mereka berteriak "belok , mbak. Mbalik2, iki ra entuk ngalor!" dan beberapa dari mereka sudah memasang tampang mbesengut karna gue tetep aja mlipir2 cari jalan ke arah utara. Ada pengamen cilik yang juga bilang, "Lek mbalik mbak, sakdurunge ono polisi".
Glekkk,..gue baru sadar, ini kan jalan satu arah, gak boleh ke utara. Hadehh so goblokk banget sih gue.

Gue langsung muter balik motor gue, sumpah gue dan temen gue panik banget. Tapi gue nyoba calm myself down. "Jangan liat ke belakang. Ntar ndak dikejar polisi" kata gue pada temen gue. Tapi.....tibda2, sudah ada polisi disamping gue, dan dengan santainya dia bilang, "bisa ikut ke kantor, mbak?"
"Oke" jawab gue. Again, gue nyoba kalem, karena gue bawa STNK, helm n SIM, walopun sbenernya takutt bangetttt....

Di pos polisi, gue disuruh nunjukin SIM n STNK. dengan santainya gue keluarin tuh benda2. Sejenak tuh polisi nglihatin 2 surat penting itu. Trus tiba2 tanya, "Ada identitas lainnya, mbak?" Lagi, dengan santai dan mencoba kalem, gue nyari KTP (kartu Tanda Pelajar). Temen gue ngliatin, dengan tampang gimana gitu, seakan mau ngomong sesuatu, tapi gak berani. Ahirnya gue kasih KTM gue, dengan santai dan polosnya, lagi.

"Namanya siapa ya, mbak? Klara Ade atau Lucia Astri?" tanya tuh polisi. Glekkk...Lherrr...gue baru inget, kalo gue belum punya SIM dan gue cuma pinjem SIM kakak gue. So goblok (lagi)!! Awwrr...
"Yaa...itu, pak!" jawabku bingung gimana gitu.
"Ya udah mbak mau 40 ribu atau sidang aja?"
"Astaga, pak. Kan salah saya cuma nglanggar lalu lintas, kog 40rb?"
"Kan gak punya SIM, mbak!"
"Lha itu SIM, pak" jawabku gak terima.
"Iya, tapi SIMnya siapa?"
"Yaaaa...SIM kakak saya sih" jawab gue dengan les.."Tapi kan SIM juga, pak!" gue kembali ngotot.
"Tapi bukan SIM mbaknya!"
"Ya udah 20 ribu aja, pak! KAmi masih pelajar, pak. Gak kasihan ya? Setiap hari kami ngebis. Kami udah gak punya uang, tadi habis beli sabuk, mahal, pak!" kata gue dengan memelasw, lesu, dan memohon.
"Tapi gak bisa mbak, kesalahannya tu ada dua. Nglanggar dan gak punya SIM>" jawab polisnya sambil tertawa. Seolah menertawakan kebodohan gue. Sial!

Setelah berdebat dengan panjang dan alot, akhirnya gue harus mbayar 40rb atas kegoblokan gue. Pertama goblok belok ke utara di jalan Malioboro, dan kedua nunjukin identitas diri gue. Siall!! Awwrr...

Setelah mbayar 40rb ke tuh polisi, gue dan temen gue pulang ke rumah. Hopeless, gak jadi deh jalan2 ke Malioboronya. Dan gue nyuruh temen gue yang di depan. Awwrr...

PEN....la..la..la..lalalala

Finally, last Saturday we've done the presentation of SPD class, but it was not the end of SPD clas...hyahhh...My company has not do the teaching, so it still a long journey for my company. My company will start to teach students of IPPAK on March 20, 2012. Fighting...ggrrr...it is difficult, but it is not impossible...awrr...




This is my company. The name of the company is "PEN". So, what is the philosophy of PEN? Yeah,.as we know, PEN is a tool. In this global and modern era, many people still use pen as their tool to write something. PEN is very useful. So, from the philosophy of PEN itself, we also want to be a tool, especially for those who wants to learn English. Hopefully, we are also useful and able to help them. Cheers...
"We are PEN.....la..la..la..la" ^^