Maybe...

Sometimes I think that I am the suffering once
I have so many plans
I have so many wishes
I have so many dreams
I have so many...
Ahgr... It seems that anything goes wrong.
It seems that the road is too abrupt.
It seems that I've made a flaw
Could I take my chance again?
hhm...
But, as the time goes by..
the thought comes up "It should be easy for me!" Yaa... "should be"
"I am the lucky girl" or "am I too lucky?"
Yes, I am the lucky girl but I can't be grateful